OMG...

...I just applied for a course!.....

...I probably shouldn't of done that!

I am very poor atm. But the thought of staying in retail for another year and a half made me want to blow my brains out, especially as I know I had to wait that long! 

Carl won't be happy. We had plans to go away to New Zealand but I won't be able to afford both unless I whore myself out.......hmmm......*easy money, quick*.....but it is cold atm and I don't deal with that so well, maybe that's a summer idea. 

New plan...think of a new plan. SELL STUFF! SELL EVERYTHING! Not that I really have much I can imagine people would want....? ....except the stuff I want.

Need a full time job somewhere but unfortunately a lot of places aren't hiring full time positions, especially this time of year. I will have to wait for the new year really....Crap!

Haha, well, its done.

I've been told they don't even do the interviews till summer, so by then I'll know if I can afford it or not and I could always postpone my application till the following year I guess. 

Think I'm over it! Listening to Fun. We are young - It's all good!